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Wikipedia article
'Not My Responsibility' is a 2020 American short film written and produced by singer-songwriter Billie Eilish. A spoken-word piece, it depicts Eilish as she criticizes the double standards and body shaming she has received as a public figure. It premiered during the Where Do We Go? World Tour in March 9, 2020, as a concert interlude, and was released online on May 26, 2020.
The film received positive reviews from critics, who praised the commentary and tone, which they perceived as empowering. Its audio was later included in Eilish's second studio album, 'Happier Than Ever' (2021). Some music journalists labeled it as the album's centerpiece, while others questioned its appearance in the tracklist, feeling like it lost its emotional impact without the visuals.
Production and release
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American singer-songwriter Billie Eilish released her debut studio album, 'When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go?', in March 2019, to commercial success; the album assisted her rise to widespread recognition. Her fashion style, specifically her choice to wear baggy clothing, caught the public's attention and scrutiny. At the time, she was a teenager who had struggled with her self-image since 11 years old. She wore baggy clothing to avoid sexual objectification, being extremely conscious about her body, though she admitted this made others call her undesirable and unfeminine.
Upon turning 18 years old, she began to wear less oversized clothes. However, she still received negative comments about her appearance, getting slut-shamed or called a "fat cow". Eilish, who had been using her platform to spread a message of body positivity, wrote and produced the short film 'Not My Responsibility' as a response against body shaming and the double standards placed upon young women's appearances. A spoken-word piece, it premiered during the Miami date of her Where Do We Go? World Tour on March 9, 2020, as a concert interlude. The film was uploaded onto Eilish's YouTube channel on May 26, 2020.
Synopsis
'Not My Responsibility' is set in a dimly lit room, and it begins with Eilish in a black jacket. As electronic music plays in the background, she gradually undresses until she is in nothing but a necklace and a black sleeveless shirt. She takes off the shirt and reveals a black bra underneath. Slowly, Eilish submerges herself in a pool of black water and resurfaces, fully covered in the substance.
The film features commentary from Eilish while she undresses. She comments on the public discussion around her physical appearance and acknowledges the varying opinions people hold of her, but she questions whether they "really know" her enough to make assumptions about her body. She criticizes the way in which they decide her worth based on the assumptions in question. Eilish addresses the double standards she faces for wearing anything she likes: "If I wear what is comfortable, I am not a woman. If I shed the layers, I'm a slut." Then, she concludes with the lines, "Is my value based only on your perception? Or is your opinion of me not my responsibility?"
Critical reception
'Not My Responsibility' received praise from critics. Lars Brandle wrote for 'Billboard' that Eilish got to demonstrate her "creative juices" with the film, and he commented positively on the background music. Other music journalists, including Althea Legaspi of 'Rolling Stone', Ruth Kinane of 'Entertainment Weekly', and Dorany Pineda of 'Los Angeles Times', lauded 'Not My Responsibility' for its message, which they found to be empowering. Riley Runnells, a 'Paper' author, conveyed her admiration for the film's thesis"Is my value based only on your perception? Or is your opinion of me not my responsibility?"due to its vulnerable and melancholic tone. Carolyn Twersky of 'Seventeen' praised Eilish for criticizing sexist standards in an "intense" manner, concluding the article with the line "Preach Billie!!!!" 'Teen Vogue' Laura Pitcher expressed pity for Eilish's longstanding experience with body shaming, but felt inspired by her continuing drive to speak out against unfair standards towards women's appearance. Kara Nesvig, for the same publication, said: "One of the things we love most about [her] is that she isn't afraid of sharing what's on her mind." Analyzing the film, 'Uproxx' music editor Derrick Rossignol argued that 'Not My Responsibility' marked Eilish's "biggest statement" about body shaming in her career to date.
== As a song ==
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| name = Not My Responsibility
| cover =
| type = song
| artist = Billie Eilish
| album = Happier Than Ever
| released = July 30, 2021
| recorded =
| studio =
| genre = * Ambient
* electropop
| length = 3:47
| label = * Darkroom
* Interscope
| writer = * Billie Eilish O'Connell
* Finneas O'Connell
| producer = Finneas
| misc =
}}
The short film's audio was included as the ninth track on Eilish's second studio album, 'Happier Than Ever'. The album was released on July 30, 2021, through Darkroom and Interscope Records. Its lyrical themes discuss the struggles that young women face in the entertainment industry: emotional abuse, power imbalance, and misogyny.
An ambient, electropop track that uses synthesizers, "Not My Responsibility" was written in part by Eilish; her older brother, Finneas O'Connell, receives co-writing and production credits. In an album commentary for Spotify, she described the song's lyrics as "some of my favorite words that I've ever written [yet] I feel like nobody listened [to the message]". Its instrumental was sampled to create the beat for the following album track, "Overheated", which allowed for a musical transition between the two.
Eilish performed "Not My Responsibility" as part of the Disney+ concert film 'Happier Than Ever: A Love Letter to Los Angeles', released on September 3, 2021. She also included it in the set list of the ongoing Happier Than Ever, The World Tour, which began on February 3, 2022.
Critical reception
Some critics considered "Not My Responsibility" to be 'Happier Than Ever' centerpiece. According to them, Eilish's reflection on the intense media gossip around her as a young woman, as well as its negative effects, are crucial motifs of the album. Carl Wilson, dissecting 'Happier Than Ever' for 'Slate', wrote that amidst all speculation about her, "the focus on her body has clearly hit Eilish hardest." 'Pitchfork' Quinn Moreland thought that the song "sets the tone" for the subsequent tracks in the album, which deals with topics such as voyeurism and sexuality.In a review of 'Happier Than Ever' for 'The A.V. Club', Alex McLevy observed that "Not My Responsibility" felt more like a TED talk than a song that contained any artistry. 'Insider' Callie Ahgrim, while appreciating its commentary, felt like it could have been excluded from the album's tracklist. She believed that it lost its impact without the visuals from the short filma sentiment that Moreland and McLevy echoed. Courteney Larocca, as a reply to Ahgrim, added: "slapping it haphazardly onto an official tracklist only evokes an eye-roll and a guarantee of pressing skip." Ranking all songs from 'Happier Than Ever', 'Billboard' Hannah Dailey placed "Not My Responsibility" at the lowest spot, thinking that its message felt excessive in the context of the album. Similarly, Tom Breihan of 'Stereogum' considered the track pretentious. On a more positive note, 'NME' Sophie Williams regarded "Not My Responsibility" as one of Eilish's "most powerful and haunting songs" in her discography.
Credits and personnel
Credits are adapted from the liner notes of 'Happier Than Ever'.
* Billie Eilish vocals, vocal engineering, songwriting
* Finneas O'Connell songwriting, production, engineering, vocal arranging, bass, drum programming, synthesizer
* Dave Kutch mastering
* Rob Kinelski mixing
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